Suuup = )
I'd really appriciate if you watched me new account;

[link]

= ) ... I have a new camera and like.. this account is shit, and has way too many messages and stuff that i just cant be bothered to read. so meh, ive over on my 'jodie-odie-o' account now.

just ta let you knoooow.

:/

SUUUP.

Such a hard... LONG... boring day at work.
Finally resting feels sooooo good = )

Im at my boyfriends Chrissss's
and he's playing... what it called... devil may cry 4.
I think hes getting angry
'ARGHHH FUCK SMACKED IN THE FUCCKING FACE BY A FUCKING HUGE FIST.... *SLAMS PAD(or something) ON THE BED*
haha = ) gotta love guys and their enthusiastic-ness towards fighting games...^___^


''DIE YOU PEICE OF SHIT''

ANYWAYS....
loool.
Im gaana go stop him half way through his game and make him hug meeeeee - he may end up killing me instead but ah well ^^

wow, what an interesting deviant journal entry for you guys to read
BYEEEEEEEEE

Dear__

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume

Don't get up, I'll get through on my own

I don't know if I'm home

Or if I lost the way into your room

I'm spiraling into my doom

I'm feeling half alive but I know one day

You and I will be free,





To live and die by our own rules,

Free..

Despite the fact that men are fools.





I'm almost alive, and I need you to try

And save me.

It's okay that we're dying,

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.





Well excuse me while I get killed softly,

Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay

At least 'til yesterday,

You know you got me off my highest guard,

Believe me when I say it's hard.

We'll get through this tonight

And I know one day you and I will be free







To live and die by our own rules,

Free..

Despite the fact that men are fools.





And I was trying to disappear,

But you got me wrapped around you

I can hardly breathe without you

I was trying to disappear

But I got lost in your eyes now,

You brought me down to size now.



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Song :
second hand serenade - half alive

Brain.

your stupid & I dont like you.
Your way ahead of yourself.
All those dreams..
I mean c'mon? really?
you think like a fucking moronic emotional twat.
Your hardly ever happy.
Why are you there?

You dream of travelling the world.
But youve never dreamt about travelling it alone.
you dream about climbing mountains and absailing miles.
But youve never dreamt about climbing alone.

Your not very strong.
and easily torn.
easily annoyed.
easily gone.

you drive people away. you push them for miles.

your stupid.
your stupid.
your stupid.
your stupid.
your stupid.

BORED & In a well crap mood.
RAWR... too much college work ;___;
too much everything.

*runs*

My dad has a really good job & there offering him the same job but in 'mauritius' in the carribean It would be for 2 years and we would have a fooking HUGE house with a maid and a gardener apparantly and a house looking over the beach Its like a fooking dream house =/ they WERE considering it.. but now... I dont know I hope sooooo. If not we may just go on holiday there for a couple of months ^-^ *fingers crossed*

Yep, thats the ONLY good thing about my day & the fact that... hmmm, nah, thats the only good thing about my day.
;____; ARGH. ARGH. ARGH. Headache.

I need cheering up.. someone tell me something good